Bugger it the dark lord is back with a vengeance!! trying to stay positive but it is hard when all you want to do is sob your heart out... have good day's but these are followed by the blackest of moods I have ever experienced!! and I'm not afraid to admit they can be a little frightening.... Thank god for The rabbits and old Harvey boy... without these fella's I would be a complete and utter mess, they get me out of bed in the morning and give me something to aim for each and everyday... I have done a couple of roads trips recently, excellent day's in excellent company but the low's that hit once I'm home are unreal.. I spent a good few years watching and helping Hayley through her low times to know what the hell is going on, and no matter how hard it is to do you have to let it run its course, it will ease and it will retract given time and the right kind of help... Harvey is the best therapy I could possibly have, smiles all round here, even through the tears.. he was meant to be, fate call it what you will... Missus you would love this little bugger, hope you don't mind but he has taken over my sofa now... miss you so so much, god I'm going to bore the shit out of you if and when we meet again as I have so much I want to share with you...