Sunday 3 September 2017

Time marches on!!!!

Well it's now over 4.5 years since my life changed forever! Life has been very good to me and now  I have a loving partner and a gorgeous little girl Poppy.
 But and isn't there always a but!! I still haven't been able to shake the massive feeling of loss and hopelessness that has shadowed me these past years... I feel like I'm sitting on the edge of a void trying not to slip in, when the sun shines the shadows hide the void but you know it's there waiting!! When the clouds cover the sun the void opens up almost all consuming!!!
So I have decided I need help to move forward and I've started councilling with Cruse, for the sake of everyone around me I need to let go of the past!!! Wish me luck x